When he solves his physiological needs again within two minutes,
Climbing down from me with satisfaction,
Say sorry to me with guilt,
My heart is as dead as ashes, wanting to cry without tears.
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When love disappears day by day, will our ending be separation?
7 years ago
Men and women in their youth happily explore their respective bodies, still in just a few minutes. As compensation, he will comfort me with his hands. Unfortunately, there is not no lack of regret in my heart, and I am looking forward to the full potential of the legend. He is very kind to me, except for that. If I want to love him, I should tolerate everything.
I am not without doubts. I am ashamed to ask my friends such questions and can only endure them silently. Sometimes, to comfort him, I even pretend to enjoy it, and more often, it is a deep disappointment.
For this reason, it's not that we haven't thought about parting, it's just that our love for him has triumphed over our sexuality and our most primitive desires.
After graduation, I traveled to several cities with him. My love was an unreserved effort, and he was also genuinely kind to me. People who knew our story would tell him to cherish me well. With such pure campus love these days, there are very few people who can share difficulties after graduation, and even fewer who have achieved success.
After experiencing various things, we got married and had a lovely baby. On the eve of my marriage, I told my best friend that marriage is the tomb of love, but I am still willing to go there, even if I am covered in scars.
In these years, after getting married, buying a house, buying a car, having children, life has become increasingly heavy, and the most beautiful love has gradually evolved into family love. He didn't treat me like he did at the beginning. Playing cards with friends, playing mahjong with clients, and many social activities enriched his life. Life was still going on, and when love cracked, I began to doubt everything that had been good in the past. I no longer felt so at ease, and finally felt that life had been chatless and unsatisfactory.
My heart is beginning to change. As I am nearly 30 years old, my body is becoming increasingly mature. I am very eager for the feeling of flying on TV, and I really want to know what a true orgasm is like. For a period of time, I ignored him and he was very afraid, saying that I had an intention to cheat. I just held it for too long, and I became increasingly anxious. Looking at me in the mirror, my face turned yellow, and I didn't want to face him at all.
When I fell down in front of reality again last night, I thought of divorce. Do I have to live like this in the future? I've had enough nights like this for 7 years and I don't want to continue