Post Date April, 15 2023
Chen Qin and I have been in love for many years. We had a crush on each other since high school, and we've been together since college. Speaking of it, we are still a Bi marriage tribe, but our Bi marriage is not quite the same as most people. Not long after we registered, Chen Qin went to the United States to study as originally arranged at home, but something happened to my family. My father suddenly fell ill, and my plan to go abroad was delayed.
Originally, after Chen Qin's family knew that I couldn't go abroad together, they advised Chen Qin to reconsider and not rush to get married. However, although we were confused about the future, our hearts were strong together. Therefore, despite family objections, we still followed the original plan and went to get a certificate for marriage on her birthday. On the day I sent her on the plane, I was very reluctant to give up, but I didn't want to worry about her. Chen Qin hugged my neck and cried. She said that no matter how far away it was, her heart was always with me, and our relationship must not be defeated by distance.
I said to myself that Chen Qin's recent years abroad have been a test for us from heaven. I used to feel nothing when I was tired of being together. Now, as soon as Chen Qin left, my heart seemed to suddenly empty, and every day I spent in longing. Chen Qin is very busy with her studies, but we chat online almost every day, and we make long-distance calls every weekend. She and I are both persistent people, and we stick to it with our own efforts.
However, after all, we are so far apart that I don't know when to start. I gradually become a bit anxious, calculating Chen Qin's return date day by day. As time goes by so slowly, I begin to be dissatisfied with Chen Qin. It seems that I have taken the initiative to make phone calls too often, and each time it is because she has something to do and needs to hang up first. This feeling makes me feel that our relationship is not equal, and I feel that I obviously care more about the one. Perhaps influenced by this uneasy mood, we sometimes have quarrels, and I feel increasingly tired. Our relationship seems to have undergone some changes, but none of us can clearly explain where the specific problem lies and how to solve it.
After two years of this, Chen Qin told me on the phone that she had arranged a time for her vacation to return home. I was surprised and pleased that after such a long separation, I could finally see her without looking across the computer screen. I really missed her. On that day, I arrived at the airport early, filled with excitement in my heart. When I saw the colorful figure, I rushed up and wanted to hold her close, but before I could hold her, Chen Qin suddenly pushed me away, a bit embarrassed and dissatisfied on my face. I froze, and a sense of foreboding welled up in my heart.
"I took Chen Qin's luggage. She seemed to want to come back, hesitated for a moment, and then took it back. My heart was troubled. The two of us had nothing to say along the way. When we walked out of the airport, we were still waiting in line for the bus, but Chen Qin's face was not right, and she ran to the side and vomited herself in great confusion.". Why did she throw up before she took the car? "I'm not a child who doesn't understand anything, and when I think of her indifference, I suddenly understand.".
Sure enough, Chen Qin and I frankly said that she came back to discuss divorce with me this time. She was the one who apologized to me, so no matter what conditions I asked for or how to distribute the property, she had no objection. "We haven't been married long, but when it comes to property, we really don't have much to gain.". I asked her whose child was, and she shook her head, saying only that the child's father was not Chinese, and wouldn't say anything more.
"At this point in the matter, I can't possibly undo it.". "My wife is pregnant, and the child's father is not me. What could be more ironic than this?"? I'm just wondering if it would have been different if we hadn't chosen to separate the two places across the ocean
(Intern editor: Lai Jiaxing)
